A Heart of Hope

Slavery Still Exists...

2012-01-08T17:57:00.001-08:00

"Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.'

Isaiah 41:10

This past week, Jan 2-5 I had the opportunity to attend the Passion Conference in Atlanta Georgia! This was my second time to go, and man did GOD move!!! Although I could blog on and on about the incredible things that went on at the conference I want to highlight one particular event!

The theme of the week was Freedom and we learned their are 72 MILLION slaves in the world today. That's more than ever before in history..EVER!

To say the very least, I was floored and immediately interested to find out what could be done to bring these men, women, and boys and girls justice and taking it a step further... the GOSPEL!

Throughout the week 42,000 + college students participated in the "Do something now" center which was set up with facts about slavery, and ways to give money to certain organizations that serve the very purpose of bringing about freedom!

The goal to be raised was set to 1 Million dollars ( college students... you may think, yea right!)

The final total as of yesterday.... 3 million+ dollars ...WOW!!

The last night/day at Passion all 42,000 of us met on the International Plaza and on the streets (about 8 blocks back) and were each given a candle. At exactly 12 am on Jan 5, 2012 we lit all of our candles together as they lit the giant hand that you see in the pictures above!

This was the most incredible thing I have ever been a part of. To see so many lights held high with one purpose...to shine our light in this dark world for all to see that God is who says He is and will do what he promised He will do...

"The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,

for he has anointed me to bring Good News to the poor.He has sent me to proclaim that captives will be released,that the blind will see,that the oppressed will be set free,and that the time of the Lord’s favor has come.”

Luke 4:18-19

The hand is made from several things that represent ways in which slavery exists:

Red Flags- Red light district ( Sex trafficking )

Coffee bags- (Men, women, boys and girls who are forced to work in factories)

Ornaments- same

Shoes-same

Socks-same

and the list goes on...

The hand is a monument designed to represent our stand for freedom, but it's more than a monument it symbolizes a movement! A movement that is not possible with man, but only through Christ!

CNN actually did a special on this...To check it out click on the link below!

http://religion.blogs.cnn.com/2012/01/06/college-kids-vow-to-end-slavery/?iref=allsearch

The only words I know to share at this point is the lyrics of one of my favorite songs:

I see a generation

rising up to take their place

with selfless faith

selfless faith

I see a near revival

PRAYING as we stare and seek, we're on our knees

we're on our knees!!

-Hosanna (Hillsong)

Please be in prayer for these men and women and boys and girls who are suffering and are oppressed. We are a generation that must RISE UP and take our place. For we have been rescued, now its time for us to rescue!

There are so many other things to share, but I will save them for another time! Be looking for more updates soon!

P.S.If your heart is stirred by this PLEASE check out this website. It's one of many organizations that are pledging to do something now!

http://www.thea21campaign.org/

Believing freedom is near!

-Han

Glory!

2011-12-26T11:14:00.000-08:00

"GLORY to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace to those whom His favor rests."

-Luke 2:14

What a GREAT Christmas! Starting off the weekend festivities with a candlelight service, coming home to eat a delicious meal, and then waking up on Christmas morning and going to church with the family to worship our Saviour. It could not have been a more perfect Christmas!

I really do wish Christmas was on a Sunday every year! Easter is always on a Sunday, why not Christmas?! I could go on for a little longer, but i'll get off my soapbox and move on :)

I happen to be very fond of my preacher, who just so happens to be my Dad:) Anyways, I loved the topic for yesterdays sermon. It wasn't the typical Christmas story (Though there is nothing typical about it!) but he spoke on one word: GLORY. It brought a new perspective to the story of Christmas as he highlighted the morning from the view of God. All for his glory he sent his son in the form of a baby, so that He would be revealed for all to see as the King of Kings, and LORD of all!

The definition of Glory is this:

To embellish, exalt, magnify above ALL. Also known as the weight of God.

This even brings more understanding to the star which appeared in Bethlehem that night. The star (high above all) literally marked the spot for the place that would reveal the Glory of God!

"After they had heard the king, they went on their way, and the star they had seen when it rose went ahead of them until it stopped over the place where the child was.When they saw the star, they were overjoyed."

-Matthew 2:9-10

The Glory of God literally means that the Glory of God creates such a weight that it becomes so heavy, change is inevitable. With this being said, a person who sees his glory (like the shepherds and wise men did that night) is no longer able to fight or resist change.

Much like the wise men that night (Who I recently learned were not limited to 3, but I will save that for a later post!)...We cannot fight the Glory of God, but instead fall to our knees in response to his powerful and incomparable...GLORY!

Our focus when giving God the glory shifts from our earthly mindset, to a heavenly one, which promises life and life to the full. (John 10)

I wish I could share all of my notes, but since I can not, I will leave you with this great verse.

"Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we all, who with unveiled faces contemplate (also known as to ponder) the Lord's glory, are being transformed into His image with ever increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit."

-2 Corinthians 3:17-18 NIV (emphasis, mine)

I encourage you to look for the word glory next time you are in the word! You won't look at it the same!

Switching gears...Here are some pics to recap the wonderful weekend. I am so grateful that our family was able to be together. Jer and Rach left for Canada this morning to see Jer's family, but it was so nice to have them here this year. Though things are changing in the Waldrop house, I love where it has been and love where it is going!

"To our God and Father be GLORY, for ever and ever. Amen."

- Philippians 4:20

Tis the season!

2011-12-23T20:59:00.000-08:00

It's that time of year and the parties are in full swing!

I wish I could recap them all, but here are some pics from the last few events!

Last saturday we had Waldrop Christmas with Dads side of the family!

* This is the only picture I have from Nanny's...Guess I had too much fun talking and catching up that I forgot to document! At least I got a picture with this handsome guy!

My cousin Billy!

It was so great to see you and catch up! Love you!

Church Christmas Service

"Evermore"

*Please note Rach is playing the violin!!

Hardy on the keys... So cute!

Christmas with the Blounts

Thankful for SO many things this Christmas season! Praying you are too as we remember the true reason for the season!

“Glory to God in the highest heaven,
and on earth peace to those on whom his favor rests.”

-Luke 2:14

Set Free!

2011-12-17T18:36:00.000-08:00

"To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

*John 8:31-32

Yesterday I listened to a podcast from Passion City Church by Louie Giglio. During the podcast he spoke about John chapter 8, but what really stuck out was his challenge at the end.Don't quote me, but it went something like this...

If you don't have a verse that is constantly reckoning and sustaining you this week...you are not a disciple of Christ for that week.In other words as Christ followers we should always be moving forward, asking and SEEKING what the Lord is speaking to us, and the best way he does this is through his word!

This could even be taken a step further to say daily...It may be the same passage for an entire week or one sentence that brings hope, gives peace, or sustains you during a trial; nevertheless, His words gives life and there is POWER!

It really hit me! There are often times I focus on the same passages (though there is nothing wrong with that) ,yet I neglect that his word brings light (Psalm 119:130)

and was written for me! The more scripture I expose myself to DAILY, I am the one who is benefiting!

So, with that being said...What is the verse that the Lord has shown you? What verse are you meditating on, breaking apart, and living out today!?

After all,

"How can a young man cleanse his way?

By taking heed according to Your word.

I will delight myself in Your statutes;

I will not forget Your word."

*Psalm 119:9 & 16

"The unfolding of your words gives light; it gives understanding to the simple."

*Psalm 119:130

P.s Here is the podcast in case you want to check it out!

http://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/passion-city-church-podcast./id400379025

Praying his word speaks to you in a new way today!

Recap of Fall 2011

2011-12-13T22:04:00.000-08:00

More blogs to come but until then...

Here are some highlights from this past semester!

Lisa, Steph, Me, Jane, and Meg! C5 :)

The guys finally encouraged me to break out the violin @ Momentum!

Mary & I in Troy! She's engaged now...So exciting!!

Great night @ Janes!

Dad and I!

Meg, Callie, and I! Love these two!

Tay, Mad, me, and Candace at the game! Go Troy!

Love my AGD girls! Haley, Ariel and Em!

Mary and Jane!

Big Belle and Lil Belle @ Haunted Hill!

Best. Roomate. Ever!

Jane, me, Meg, and Lisa!

Sara and I before 80's date party! So fun!

22nd birthday!! Where did the time go!?

My girls!

The group before Semi formal!

Girl pic!

Alec & I! What a great date :)

Best friends!

After the Kari Jobe Concert @ Church of the Highlands...Such a fun night!

Happy Easter!

2011-04-26T14:00:00.001-07:00

This past weekend started early and was filled with a busy but fun sequence of events!

This past Thursday night, we had the Momentum Easter Service (pictures to come!)

Friday, Dad, Mom, Jer, Rach and myself went to Taylor Road Baptist Church for the simulcast of Secret Church with David Platt (AMAZING!)

Saturday was the church Easter egg hunt, and Sunday was the Easter service!

It was so nice to be home for longer than a day, and I loved every minute I had with my family!

I am so blessed and so thankful to be a part of such a wonderful family!

Dad, me, and Mom!

My beautiful parents!

Twins?! I wish...Rach and I

Dad and I!

Annie and Mom! Love her :)

Jeremy and I

I just noticed I didn't get any pics with my sweet Maw Maw! This time last year, maw maw had been diagnosed with melanoma, and received surgery to have it removed just weeks before Easter Sunday. By the Lords grace the doctors got it all, and she is doing better than ever!

Maw Maw,

I am so thankful for you, and am so blessed to be your granddaughter! What an amazing YOUNG (yes I said young!) woman you are. It is incredible to hear and see all the Lord has done in your life over the last twenty years! I could not have asked for a more perfect grandmother, and thank God every day for putting you in my life!!

I'm looking forward to spending some good time with you this summer while I'm home!! I love you!

I hope you all had a wonderful, Christ filled Easter weekend!

HE IS RISEN!!!

In awe of His unending love,

Hannah

"It's a photo Shoot!" Formal 2011

2011-04-17T13:56:00.000-07:00

Saturday, April 9th 2011 Chi Omega had Formal in downtown Montgomery at the Alley Bar.

Before we took of towards montgomery, Candace Nelson was so sweet and offered to take pictures of us girls! Such a fun day, and I am so blessed to know these young women! You girls have changed my life! So thankful to know all of you!!

Candace, thank you so much for taking these pics! What a sweet way to always remember our college days! You are such a talented photographer, not to mention an amazing mother who I admire so much ! LOVE YOU

To say this formal was amazing is an understatement! Catered by Moe's Southwest Grill, Brusters Ice Cream and to top it off, we danced the night away on a rooftop!!

Definitely a night I will always remember!

With love,

Hannah

A Dessert worth sharing...and SUPER easy!

2011-03-06T20:23:00.001-08:00

Blueberry Cobbler!

It is Delicious and Oh so very easy!

Here are the ingredients you need and some pics of the steps along the way:

2 cans...

1 box...

Dump 2 cans of blueberry filling into the pan

Sprinkle the cake mix on top of the filling (yes, all of it!)

Cut and place 1 1/2 sticks of butter on top

Bake for about 1 hour at 350 degrees...

Allow it to cool...

And if you're like me and love hot and cold together, add some vanilla ice cream!

It's so good we could have eaten it with these!!

So good and very easy! I will warn you though, it's VERY addicting and may make you want to work out after!

Which brings me to my next picture... I have never been much of a runner, but within the last year or so I am learning that I may be a fan after all...

I decided to run in my first 5k this past saturday, and completed it in just under 35 minutes! I wasn't trying to win, just was proud to run it without passing out! Thank you Lord for a healthy body and the ability to run! He is good!

Sadly I forgot to take pics at the race but I did take some myself...don't think i'm vein, I just wanted to capture this moment! haha

Hope you all have had a wonderful weekend!

-Han

Starting with the basics!

2011-02-25T18:42:00.000-08:00

Since having moved off campus and into a place of my own I have been cooking, and baking a lot more! Nothing out of the norm, but you have to start somewhere right?!

Here are some pics...

Fruit Tray...Clearly not much was called for, but presentation is fun too! :)

Mixed Salad inspired from Plutos in Roseville, CA...I literally had one of these almost every week while living in California this past summer! DELICIOUS!!

(Spinach, chicken, corn, red peppers, kidney beans, black beans, pecans, green peas, and walnut raspberry vinaigrette!)

Garlic Potatoes ...Yummy!!

And for the last picture (although it looks like I cheated) they were so very scrumptious!

Whole, Grain, Blueberry muffins!

...The beginning

Waiting...

So worth the wait...

Like I said, it's no gourmet meal, but i'll get there! One step at a time!

P.s. Check out this blog for some great recipes...

www.tastykitchen.com

With love,

Hannah

Auburn!

2011-02-18T22:38:00.000-08:00

Samford Hall @ Auburn... What a beautiful campus!

For those of you wondering, although I am a Troy Trojan, and have absolutely loved my time at Troy, Auburn will always hold a very special place in my heart. Since I can remember Dad taught Rach and I to say War Eagle, and I would often switch between wearing my minnie mouse costume and Auburn cheerleader outfit to Preschool and Kindergarten. P.s. Just a side note, I have the most amazing mother, she never fought me on it, but would allow me to wear either as long as they were clean! My solution, rotate every other day! Thank you mom for your patience with me! Needless to say, I now love variety in my clothes :)

I'm noticing I blog most on what's been happening on the weekends, so that is where I will begin. This past weekend I went to Auburn to go stay with my friend Courtney. Courtney and I met in 7th grade when we cheered together, and have been best friends ever since. To top it off, one of my other best friends, Josie who I have known since Kindergarten also came and we cooked dinner and hung out! I am so blessed to have these two young ladies in my life! Thank you Lord for such great friendships!

As mentioned above...We made dinner...4 cheese pasta (Yummy!!)

To continue the cooking theme, we made homemade pizza on saturday night...

Before

After...

Needless to say...It was DELICOUS!

It was so good to go spend time with some of my best friends! Looking forward to more weekends spent together soon!

With love,

Han

Girls Night!

2011-02-01T19:56:00.000-08:00

This past friday night was declared Girls night! Mom, Rach, and I went to dinner at Zoes Kitchen, then went back to the house where we painted, watched a movie, and just caught up! I am so blessed to have such Godly women in my life! They are such a blessing and I do not know where I would be without either of them. Your guidance, discernment, and unconditional love has meant so much and I cannot thank God enough for making me part of such a wonderful family!

Rach surprised me earlier that night and gave me this for my bathroom....She is so talented!

As you can see, it was the perfect finishing touch! :)

Although the goal was for us to all paint, we decided Rach was so good, we put her to work and entertained while we watched! here is the finishing product! She really has a gift for this and I am trying to talk her into doing this on the side (Encourage her!!) I really think she could do well!

And Finally, Thanks to my wonderful sister, my room is now complete! Love you!

P.s. And as promised, I took a picture just to prove how entertaining my music class is...

That's right, we got to play the xylophones! MawMaw, in case you are reading this, I immediately thought of you! I didn't realize this until recently, but my grandmother used to play the xylophone in her high school band! Pretty cool!

Hope you all are having a wonderful week, will be back soon!

Until then, I will leave you the cry of my heart...

"The law of the LORD is perfect, reviving the soul. The Statutes of the LORD are trustworthy, making wise the simple."

-Psalm 19:7 (NIV, bold emphasis, my own )

Recap of the week!

2011-01-27T22:34:00.000-08:00

This past weekend/week has been full of many adventures...To begin, My best friend Janie and I got to go lead a group of girls for Disciple now at Summerville Baptist Church in Phenix City, Alabama. The weekend was so much fun, and as wonderful as it was to lead the girls, I found myself being refreshed and renewed in a whole new way! God is so good! I can't say it enough!!

Here are some pics from the weekend...

Some of my sweet Sr. High girls :)

Janie and her group of Jr. High Girls

Brandi, One of the biggest highlights to my whole weekend! Such a joy to be around!

Janie and I! So glad we were able to lead together!

It really was such a great weekend to get to know the youth at Summerville and encourage them as some began to investigate and others fall more and more in love with Jesus!

As the weekend came to a close, Janie and I headed back to Troy where we hit the ground running with school work. For those of you who don't know I am an Elementary Education major, and am beginning to feel it more this semester than ever!

These are the classes I am taking this semester:

Language and Literacy, Integrating Physical Education, Integrating Music, Integrating Art, and Children's Literature.

Wait...I know what you're thinking, they sound easy, and they are so much fun, but they all require a lot of effort and work. Of all my classes, Music is by far the most entertaining! So far we have made home made instruments, ( I made a guitar and tambourine) we are learning to play the recorder, and the most recent assignment...Making puppets! Not only did we have to bring our new friends to class, but we had to lead the class in song, using them! haha oh how i have really gone back to my childhood memories! Who could complain though?! I get to sing with puppets for a grade!

Meet Marvin the Monkey and Priscilla the Parrot...

I'll definitely be sure to keep you posted on my adventures to becoming an Elementary Ed teacher! I have a feeling, many more projects are ahead!

On another note, I have been cooking!! Sadly, I have been forgetting to take pictures, but I did manage to get a few tonight!

Simple but oh so Tasty!

Chicken and Pepper pasta, with Caesar Salad

Chocolate Chip Muffins for the leadership team :)

From a weekend of discipleship, fun classes, and great fellowship it has been a wonderful week! Looking forward to this weekend! Mom, Rachel, and I are having girls night! Can't wait!

Hope everyone has a fabulous weekend!

Blessings,

Han

It feels like home!

2011-01-16T22:09:00.000-08:00

It has been such a long time since I have blogged, so I will try and make this post interesting to make up for the lack of posts! There has been several new changes that have happened since I last posted, but the most recent is that I have moved into an apartment with one of my friends who I met since being at Troy and absolutely LOVE it! It is so much fun having a place on my own and although I felt I was getting the full college experience in living in the dorms I have discovered the freedom of being able to have my own place. You can imagine this has definitely been an adjustment after living in the sorority house for 2 years. Although I loved living with 13 other girls, I have now come to the conclusion that I can go to bed before 2 am and wake up formy 8 o clock feeling wide awake and ready for the day! Imagine that!

Though there have been adjustments, my favorite has been being able to cook. Though there is a funny story to go along with this...I went to Wal*Mart the other day thinking, well I'm not sure what I was thinking, but had no particular meal in mind, nor a list to go off of, so needless to sat after about 10 minutes of wondering aimlessly around the food section, feeling a little overwhelmed I called my mother and admitted I felt like a kid in a candy store, but instead I was a college student in the grocery store. Kinda sad I didn't know what to buy, I know how to cook and know the basics, but when it comes to cooking dinner every night and what will go a long way, etc. I don't have a clue! Thanks to some great advice from mom I ended up with the basics, some good meal ideas and a delicious dinner by the end of the night!

It is so amazing how everything came together so smoothly and it truly was an act of God how even to the last minute how everything fell right into place. One of the coolest things happened on the way home from Passion 2011, (which I will have to post about next!) I was going to get some bedroom furniture from a friend of mine in mobile, but for whatever reason no U-haul, cargo van , or any other type of transportation was available so that ended up not working out.When many would have gotten discouraged, my amazing mother immediately hit her knees and began praying Lord, what are you trying to tell us? It wasn't much later that my dads secretary called and shared that another woman from our church's mother was moving into assisted living so she had several kitchen items and ( you guessed it!) bedroom furniture, that she wanted to give away! After hanging up the phone, mom immefiately called me almost to the point of tears, and wow is it more than we could have ever asked or imagined. It is the most beautiful furniture that I could have ever dreamed for. Once again I don't know why I allow myself to doubt that he won't come through or things will not work out.

Matthew 6:28-34 says it best... "And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

It is so true, no matter how much I try, and worry, when we let go and let God He does more than we could have ever thought possible, but we must be patient and wait on Him!

With all of that to say I am #1 excited to see all the Lord has in store for this upcoming year as I start another semester. I am praying for boldness with those who do not know him, but more than anything to bring glory to Him, through any and all circumstances. My joy must come from Him, and him alone! # 2, I want to learn and experiment in the kitchen over the next few months and will try my best to keep you updated on my progress! My new years "goals" were to become more diligent in my time with Jesus, and to journal more, the last (and I do mean it this time) is to learn to cook! So far I'm off to a pretty good start, but I will keep you posted! Until then...Let the adventure begin!

Here is some pictures of my new place!

In EVERY season!

2010-11-10T14:22:00.000-08:00

"All of my life in every season, I have a reason to sing, I have a reason to worship!

Desert Song (Hillsong)

It's inevitable, we must all go through different seasons and times of transitions, but can I be honest for just a moment and say, it's hard sometimes! Lately I have not been able to explain it, but I have felt discontent and distant from the Lord. It's not that I wasn't in the word, I was, but I finally hit me when Dad preached on Attitude, this one specifically was "Hungry" It was then that I realized I am desiring more and am hungry, longing for God to take me from where I am to a new place. I am in transition and am ready for a new season, but must learn to embrace the season I am in right now, As Mordecai said to Esther, "You have been prepared for such a time as this, " we too must embrace and welcome the current moment we are in rather than longing to see the answers ahead even in the next month. I don't want to miss where God wants to use me now, because I am wishing ahead. I must trust him in any and all things! To worship with joy because I know through it all, He is with me! That can be so hard though right? Saying it and even meaning it is the easy part, but its the putting faith into action that is the test. As many of you know I was able to go to California this summer and do an amazing internship at Bayside Covenant. Before even returning home I didn't want to leave, I absolutely loved it out there and truly thought that was Gods will, to move me to California! I'm not saying one way or the other, because only He knows, but lately he has shown me , I know NOTHING! I can't help but think that is exactly where He wants us though. Its times like these I really see how much I try to do, when the one who desires to have it all knows all of the things I need before I even ask. So why is it hard for us, to be even more real, why do I continue to worry, and even panic thinking I need to take care of things. Its as if I am saying, "God, you've never forsaken me, but don't forget this one thing!" When put like that it seems so foolish, who would say that to God, the one who is the provider, and is for me?! But we all do it in some way or another. It's a constant battle to live in the spirit and trust, rather than die to the flesh and worry about everything.

Going back to feeling discontent, I could not grasp what was going, the only way I could explain it is that I was in a funk, and desperately needed to shake it off. Thankfully, nothing in my life is terrible, I am blessed, I have a wonderful and healthy family, and a God who loves me, but I was saying in my actions that wasn't enough! How SCARY! So what to do? What do you do when you just feel blah! Do we run to our girlfriends, a husband, a carton on ice cream and a spoon, or ill let you feel in the blank? Whatever it is, we may find a very SHORT temporary sense of relief but it won't last. The best and only thing you can do in this situation is to RUN to Jesus. Isaiah 26:20 says , "Go, my people, enter your rooms and shut the doors behind you; hide yourselves for a little while until his wrath has passed by."

Another version says ,"Let us keep close to the Lord, and separate from the world; and let us seek comfort in secret prayer."

That is the very thing we need and must do! Take some time, get away from the distractions and even the noise of the world, and just sit and wait until the peace of God comes and refreshes your heart.

Jeremiah 29:13 says, "You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."

I'm not sure who, if anyone is in the midst of feeling this way, but if you are stay encouraged and push through this funk, and although it isn't easy embrace this season until he tells you to take the next step. Continue to draw near to God, He longs to draw near to you!

Praying for refreshed hearts!

-Han

Momentum Ministries

2010-10-20T12:06:00.000-07:00

I have posted about Momentum before, but for those who do not know, Momentum Ministries is a student led Organization that takes place on Troy University's campus every sunday at 10:55 am. The purpose behind Momentum is to share the gospel with those who have not heard it before. To provide a time and place for worship that is welcoming to all types of people and we are all united under one name...JESUS!

This past sunday we introduced something new that I wanted to share...Dad (To be professional, Pastor Keith Waldrop) spoke on Prayer and we had an illustration of different forms of worship.

These were:

Prayer one on one: Students could go and pray with students at the cross for specific needs

Prayer on a poster: Students wrote things to pray for, both in our world, on our campus, etc.

Offering: Students gave freely of what that had

Cross: Students came and literally nailed to the cross things that had become idols in their lives

It was an incredible time of worship, not only in song but in all of these acts of worship. I am discovering more each day worship is a two way conversation, it is not limited to song, prayer, or even offering, but it is the very way we connect with our father. There is freedom in surrender and I am thankful for all of the things laid down at the cross this past week. God is at work in a big way on our campus and in this city! Stay focused, He is at work!

Check out our new website:

http://momentuministries.org/

To Him be the glory!

Braves Game!

2010-09-16T13:59:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, September 11th I had the privilege of going to my first Braves Game! It was such a fun day, my only disappointment...That I hadn't gone before now!!

In honor of 9-11-01...Crazy to think that was nine years ago...

The BEAUTIFUL Sky!!

Now for the Game...

It was a sold out game...

Didn't get a chance of the final score due to all of the excitement...

But the Final Score: Braves-6 Cardinals 3

It's the process...

2010-08-31T21:39:00.001-07:00

I'll start this post with lyrics from one of my favorite songs right now...

No mountain, no valley, no gain or loss we know
could keep us from Your love
No sickness, no secret, no chain is strong enough
to keep us from Your love
to keep us from Your love

How high, how wide
No matter where I am, healing is in Your hands
How deep, How strong,
And now by Your grace I stand, healing is in Your hands

Our present, our future, our past is in Your hands
We're covered by Your blood
We're covered by Your blood

-Healing Is In Your Hands (Christy Nockels)

Now that school has officially begun I have found it is so easy to get in a routine and stuck in the same routine that I have grown so comfortable in since beginning at Troy. That is exactly why I have decided to do the opposite, and make no plans and let go of "believing" I am in control. I am such a planner, need to know what's going on, but lately not only has the Lord shaken that concept up but has made it to where my plans have not happened. When this first happened I become frustrated, but then became thankful, let me explain. This summer I had the opportunity to serve at Bayside Church in Sacramento California where I learned comfort is not a place the Lord calls us to, in fact where in the bible did God choose to use people who were comfortable? You won't find it because he chose to use not only the weak to lead the strong, but those who were willing to abandon there comfort zone and trust in the Lord with everything they had.

After arriving back in Alabama many people have asked what is one of the biggest thing you learned this summer and I say this: I learned I had become so comfortable in my life/settings/friends/etc that I had completely taken the Lord out of being in control. Life had become such a routine, that I was not only missing out on the joys of life but I wasn't experiencing the freedom that we have in Christ. Freedom to not worry about the little things, but to trust God in and with EVERYTHING! Seems like a basic concept right, so how did I miss it?

I let so many "good" things fill my life, serving in this ministry, helping out with this, and so on, that although they were good things, I was missing it!

Lie:If I can stay in control (If I am strong), then I will be safe.

*Truth: True strength and safety come through surrender.

(Psalm 62:6-8)

All this to say, I have realized how easy it is to slip right back in to the very thing the Lord broke me free from this summer, so what can i do? Cling more to his word now more than ever! After all, we may struggle with the same thing time and time again, but if we are truly giving it to the Lord, a pattern often occurs. Each time the realization of the pattern shortens and eventually, we break free. This isn't always the case, there are times when it is instantaneously; however, I often find its the process that makes it worthwhile. Its in our state of desperation and our times of crying out to him that He shows us in his own sweet way He is there and has been all along. He is there to comfort us, hold us, and even cry with us as he patiently waits for us to realize our strong need for him!

Take this time to ask what process the Lord is trying to take you through right now. What does he want to heal you from today? What are your struggles/desires you just can't seem to let go of? I encourage you to let go and let God take it. It may take time, it may not, but let him love on you as he wants nothing more than for you to cling to him.

He cares for us more than we can ever imagine. What an incredible God!

-Han

Birthday Weekend!!

2010-08-20T18:51:00.000-07:00

This past week I celebrated my 21st birthday! Such a fun weekend to post about...To begin, it was such a fun Weekend/Monday! I was so excited to go home after an amazing kickoff service for Momentum last sunday afternoon and enjoy a bday dinner at Maw Maws. Such a wonderful dinner joined with family time, and of course...Red Velvet Cake! I am so blessed to be part of such a wonderful family, It was so great to be home. After Dinner at Maws Maws on Sunday, I spent the night at home, and woke up to breakfast in bed...How much better could it get?! Just wait...

Dad was so sweet to get up extra early for me, and then leave for prayer! He reminded me, "You may be 21, but you will always be my little girl!" I wouldn't have it any other way :)

Best Breakfast Ever! Boy have times changed, a few years ago this would have been 3 :( Krispy Kreme Doughnuts...haha, now this is my favorite! Mom knows me so well!
Homemade Red Velvet!!
Maw Maw and I! Thank you for such a special night! I love you

Mom and I...The Woman that has shaped me into who I am! I love you!

(Not to mention, can you believe she's old enough to have a 26 year old, and a 21 year old?)

After going back to Troy, my friends had some people over to celebrate my birthday!

Becky and I!

Janie and I! (Roomies since Freshman year!)

Sweetest Surprise...When I got home from class on monday, some of the girls had decorated my room! :)

I LOVED IT!!

We had Chapter Monday night, so we carried out the bday celebration and went to Yanni's on Tuesday night to celebrate! Several of my friends were able to come! Thank you all so much for such a special night!

Tia and I!
I can't believe I'm 21! (It really feels old!)
Caroline, me and Janie after class. Love these girls so much!

To sum it up all in one sentence. I AM BLESSED! The Lord has not only blessed me with such an amazing family, but has brought the most incredible young men and women that I have grown to love more and more over the last few years. Although 21 seems old, I know there is so many exciting things ahead. The "Big" Birthdays may have come to an end, but the next phases of life hold there own stages of excitement as well! Thank you to everyone who made my birthday so special. It was a weekend I will never forget!

Love Han

Chi-O Bid Day!

2010-08-14T13:13:00.000-07:00

Three years ago, I came to Troy, went through Sorority Recruitment and pledged the best sorority! Now, as I am about to start my Junior year, it's time to welcome in our 2010 Pledge class! Crazy how fast time flies, it seems like just yesterday I had just become a baby hoot! As great as it was, I have enjoyed every minute of my college experience, and am looking forward to what lies in store for this next year!

Here is my pledge class on Bid Day 2008...

And now three years later...

During Recruitment week I met some of the most amazing girls and without even realizing it, we all went Chi-O! God is so good to have blessed me with these girls...I love them so much!

Here we are freshman year...

C5 still going strong!! (Steph, Meg, Me, Janie, and Lisa)

Me and Steph!

Brianna, Janie, and Me as we waited for the Bid List!!

Tay, Mad, Me, and Jamie on Pref!

Welcoming the new girls!

Running to the House!!

Katelyn! A new Baby Hoot!

As the week came to an end, we welcomed in 38 new and beautiful baby hoots!! As long and tiring as the week was...These girls made it worth every minute!

Welcome to the nest girls!!

Summer Nights!!

2010-08-12T18:01:00.001-07:00

To begin to explain all the Lord has done in my life this summer would take weeks, but hopefully through keeping up with the blog you have a pretty good idea of how incredible this summer has been! To put into words...This summer has made this the most amazing two months of my life!

Atleast once a week, if not more, we always had a fire at someones house where we made smores! SO good, I could go for one right now! However, a fire in Alabama just sounds miserable right now

I had told the guys about a southern tradition...Chocolate Peanut Butter Fudge Cake, and after even just mentioning it, they were all very eager to try it, so I promised to make one before I left...Needless to say they held me to it...

Finishing product...It was so good!!

My last night in Cali I had some people over before leaving the next day! They definitely made it a night to forever remember, from cake, to jokes and laughter, to smores, and going around and sharing a fun memory we had, it was a wonderful night and one I will never forget!

The most amazing group of friends that I had the joy of getting to know all summer!

(Danny, Vlad, Will, Me, Corbin, Chase, Elivira, Ilona, and David)

I already miss you guys!!

Sadly, July 27th came way to soon, and it was time to head home...

However, it was so sweet/surprising to get off the plane to this...I guess they were worried I wouldn't recognize them! haha...Love you guys!

The surprise didn't end there...After mom and dad were stranded in the airport for over twelve hours ( God bless them) they missed there flight just so they could be there for me when I arrived. They were supposed to have been home a day earlier than me, but Delta got a little crazy and needless to say made some mistakes. However I am so proud how mom and Dad made the most of it, and overcame what could have been a nightmare...

Not to mention, the boys and Aunt Kathy came to our rescue and boy was I surprised!!

Love these boys!!

Thank you again for coming and getting us! I love you all so much!

A Visit from Mom and Dad!!

2010-07-28T10:08:00.000-07:00

This past thursday Dad and Mom flew out to come visit me for a few days! It was so much fun having them here, we tried to get as much in as possible! Here are a few pics to recap there visit!

First stop...Nuyo ( Best Fro-yo in Roseville)

We went to Downtown Sac and visited the Capitol...

Mom and Dad in front of the Beautiful State Capitol!

Family!

We love jumping pictures ;)

The trip just wouldn't have been complete without taking Mom and Dad to Crepeville....Yumm!!

To put the finishing touch to a perfect visit from dad and mom, Pastor Ray took us all out on the boat for the day with his sweet wife and another couple from the church! What a fun day!

The life of an intern...So thankful for this man (Pastor Ray) and his obedience to the Lord to cast a vision/plant Bayside Covenant Church :)

So glad Mom and Dad were able to experience the beautiful nights in Cali!

Pastor Ray and Pastor Keith :)

Dad and Mom!

I am so glad you guys were able to come and visit! What a blessing to have you guys out here, and to be able to show you what the Lord has done/is doing in my life this summer! I am so blessed to have such wonderful parents!

Love you both so much!

-Han

JH Ranch!!

2010-07-22T00:04:00.000-07:00

This past week I had the amazing opportunity to go to Summer Camp with the Sr. High students as a cabin leader as well as be a part of the worship team. I was the cabin leader for 15 of the most amazing young women and as quick as the week went by, I cherished every single moment I had with them. God is good, and although I am leaving soon, I am going to make a point to continue the relationships that I was able to invest in this week!

We took a group of 160 students and headed to the JH Ranch in Northern California from Friday-Tuesday! This has definitely been one of the best/most memorable weeks of my life. I've always enjoyed summer camp, but having been given the opportunity to serve as a leader was truly a blessing! :)

Mount Shasta...

It's hard to believe this is even real! :)

The Alpine Tower...One of the many challenges the students took on this week!

My awesome Connection group! :)

The Screaming Eagle...

Me and Jen!

And just when I thought it couldn't get any better...I got to go horseback riding! Meet TJ...

Leading worship all week was another highlight to camp, I've never seen students engage in worship as passionately as I did this week! God is so good, and I am so encouraged by the students that made decisions to fully surrender there lives. To Him be the glory!!

Auburn, California! :)

2010-07-21T23:22:00.000-07:00

Last thursday we took the students to Auburn, where we were able to take a short walk and hang out by the river. The students had so much fun swimming, socializing, and even jumping off the big rock pictured below. Overall it was such a fun day and a great opportunity to enjoy Gods creation.

"The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail."
Isaiah 58:11

And to end...

Hike to Stinson Beach!

2010-07-12T16:54:00.000-07:00

Last Thursday we went on a hike from Muir Woods to Stinson Beach! This 5 mile hike was so much fun, and I got some great pictures along the way! It was so much fun to spend time with the kids and get to know them better. The Lord is really working in there lives through pacesetters. From being challenged emotionally, and spiritually, adding the physical part to it really takes it to the next level. It's been encouraging for me as well, as much as we are pushing the students we as leaders are being challenged too! I found this verse this morning and was so inspired...This is a great passage to read every morning before a good run! I guarantee you'll run faster, keeping this in mind!...

"Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training.Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize."
1 Corinthians 9:24-27

Some of the group as we were starting off...

Tiffany and I...such a sweet girl :)

I tried to be artsy :)

The first thing we saw when we came down the mountain...What a view!!

The Beach! Oil free and perfect weather...Oh how I wish I could bring this to Alabama for you guys...

Enjoying some down time on the beach!

The group!

Another fun adventure in Cali! More posts/pictures to come soon! :)

That I may be filled to the full measure!!

2010-07-01T00:01:00.000-07:00

Beginning another adventure, I went into work this morning not sure what the day would hold, and believe it or not, I ended up spending only about an hour in the office, and was asked to become a leader for a program called "Pace Setters" which will be going for the next few weeks here at Bayside. Pace setters is a camp three days a week for high school students that challenges them physically, spiritually, and emotionally. This program that was originally expected to have 30 students grew to (are you ready for this?) 70 high school students!! Needless to say, they needed adult leaders to help out and here I was! :) It already was so much fun to spend the day with the students as we began to build relationships, I'm so excited to see what lies ahead for the next few weeks!

The students went on a hike this morning, and although it wasn't a long hike, the leader purposely made it longer and harder than it really was for the simple point of endurance. He wanted them to ask one simple question...How much farther, and as soon as the first one asked, he knew the point had been made. After regrouping, Trent, one of the youth pastors on staff asked how many times we have started something and wanted to quit, or been in the middle of something like a hike, and although we want to stop and not go any further we have to continue to press on! Being one of the first days of pacesetters, many of the students may have wondered, what have I gotten myself into? but the point is this, to be a leader, and even a Christ follower, we are going to endure hard times, but we must press on! He then tied in, although it is inevitable that we will face those hard times where we do want to give up, how much easier will it be, or can it be to know we have God, who gives us the endurance to press on, as we have been made right with him, through the redemption of our sins! While the students were having there quiet time by the lake, I was able to have some time to myself with the Lord, and what a sweet time it was! The students were encouraged to read Ephesians 2, which talks about being made one in Christ. We, as christians, have been given the gift of grace, and "have been brought near through the blood of Jesus Christ." (v. 13)
I went on to read Eph. 3:19 which really drew me in!
"And to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God."

Not some of the fullness of God, but ALL! (not leaving anything out!)! Without going into much detail, I have been dealing with some things that at times I foolishy belived I could handle on my own. Not necessarily saying, God I don't need you, but acting almost as if God needed my help! How silly I am, because even though I was never in control, I was the one missing out! He knows whats best for me, so why do I allow worries to take over my life that he clearly wants to have the reigns on. It was then, that I was reminded of this...He didn't say, my will is not your will which is true, but he said my thoughts are not even your thoughts! Wow, to step back and realize that. Even my thinking, dreaming, scheming, whatever I waste my time doing, his thoughts and even better plans for my life are better and surpass even my first thought! Without writing to much more I will say this, in that verse it says that you may be filled to the measure of ALL the fullness of God! What a prayer, and that is now the prayer of my life right now. Lord, may I be filled to the absolute amount of all the fullness that you have for my life! I no longer want to think or ask why or when things will occur, but am choosing to rest and allow you to stretch and use me in your way, as I seek you more and more!
Not my will, but YOURS be done!
(Luke 22:42)

San Diego Adventure!

2010-06-30T23:37:00.000-07:00

As Breakaway was ending one night I got a call from a friend who had decided to go to San Diego to help her brother move back home for the summer and asked if I wanted to come along! Not sure if I would be able to miss work I asked and amazing as it was I was encouraged to go and explore Southern California while I had the chance! ( God you are to good to me!) Therefore I packed my bags, and off we headed first thing friday morning to San Diego. About 8 hours South of Sacramento, it was a fun car ride filled with great conversation, and many memories I will never forget!

Downtown San Diego!

At the Cove, Such a beautiful view!

These are seals!

Having some fun in the park!

Ilona, myself, and her two brothers posing for a picture after we hiked "Iron Mountain"

The view was definitely worth it...

We had dinner in "Little Italy" where we had the best lasanga and pizza...

Don't forget dessert... :)

Balboa Park...

Another beautiful spot in the park...

San Diego is such a fun town, filled with beautiful places to see, and fun things to do, however there is just something about Sacramento...I love it here! :)

Breakaway Recap!!

2010-06-30T22:58:00.000-07:00

Wow I'm slacking on my updates, so much is going on, but I want to be sure to keep the pictures coming! Last week the church had Breakaway, which for those who don't know what it is, it is Baysides VBS program, on a WAY bigger scale than anything I have ever seen! There were over 1300 Volunteers, and thousands of kids, so the program had a total of three sessions. I was lucky enough to serve during Recreation during the day, and work with 1st grade at night!! The theme was "Breakaway to the Arctic Freeze" so we met in igloos, and the whole thing from beginning to end revolved around the arctic. One thing about being out here and being on staff as an intern is to be able to help out and serve during events like this. Although this was for the kids, I promise I was just as blessed as the kids. The kids in my group were so much fun and such a joy to share a week with them as I was able to teach them about Gods love and helping them apply that to their lives. By the end of the week, hudrends of kids surrendered there lives to Christ! What a party the angels must have had in heaven, I know we were celebrating! God is good! :)

Welcome to the arctic Freeze!
(Not sure why it's cut off!)

The Fish Factory in the Arctic!

Some of my sweet 1st graders!! :)

Oh to be a little kid again! :)

Jackson and I

How He loves us!

2010-06-22T16:20:00.000-07:00

"He makes springs pour water into the ravines; it flows between the mountains. They give water to all the beasts of the field; the wild donkeys quench their thirst. The birds of the air nest by the waters; they sing among the branches. He waters the mountains from his upper chambers; the earth is satisfied by the fruit of his work. He makes grass grow for the cattle, and plants for man to cultivate-bringing forth food from the earth." (Psalm 104:10-14)

Psalm 96:11-12 “Let the heavens be glad, and let the earth rejoice; let the sea roar, and all that fills it; let the field exult, and everything in it! Then shall all the trees of the forest sing for joy”

"Yours, O Lord, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours." (1 Chronicles 29:11)

This past weekend was a weekend I will always remember! I was blessed to be able to go camping at Yosemite Falls with some of the college staff from Bayside and from day one as well as throughout the rest of the week, I was in awe of Gods creation! Here are some pics to recap the weekend!

Our tent! ( Which was actually quite cozy!)

Some of the girls!

Hiding in the storage box from the bears... Luckily we didn't have any visitors, but I did see three black bears on the side of the road at different times! No worries dad, I was sure to keep my distance :)

LOVE these girls!

"I have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth."
Genesis 9:13

I was above a rainbow...Pretty incredible!

Ilona! Crazy to think we've only known each other for a little over two weeks but I love her so much already!

One of MANY incredible waterfalls at Yosemite!

For those who have been to Yosemite before, I decided not to take on the "Half dome challenge" but I did hike to the top of Vernal! Such a breathtaking view...

Rach this one's for you!! :) haha

We also went to Glacier Point where I saw not one, but TWO shooting stars as we laid on top off the mountain and star gazed! I tried to take pictures but it was to dark, needless to say, I stood and continue to stand in awe of just how great our God is!!

John 3:30
"He must become greater, I must become less."
With love,
Han

The weekend in a nutshell

2010-06-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

I have a lot of pictures to post so i won't write much. However I will say that after being here a little over a week, I LOVE IT HERE! Everyone here is so sweet and I am already finding that goodbye is not going to be easy! I tried to recap most of the weekend, but unfortunately can't share it all, it would take days, but to sum it all up, if I were to go home today, I would walk away more blessed from this internship more than I could have ever hoped or imagined. From working in the offices, to being a part of worship, setting up and tearing down, meeting and spending time with amazing men and women, coffee runs with friends, and spending time with my sweet host family I cannot say enough...I am BLESSED!

The weekend started off with a day trip to Folsom Lake...Such a beautiful day!

If you look really close, you can see the snow on top of the mountains from earlier this year!

The girls and I after a fun game of volleyball!

The fountains...One of many amazing outside shopping malls!

It's beautiful at night!!

Corbin, Me, Ilona, and Chase @ Nuyo's while enjoying some frozen yogurt! :)

Ok...So several people have asked if I like sushi since being here, and although I have tried it once before and hated it, they convinced me to try it again...So far so good...

Corbin was so sweet and let me try one of his "crazy fly" from one of the best sushi shops in town...and believe it or not...
I loved it!

Success!! ( Guess I should have mentioned, I had only tried sushi in a grocery store...haha...Thanks to the guys and Ilona...I now eat sushi! :)

Such a God thing!

2010-06-14T00:07:00.000-07:00

So I just had something so cool happen so I had to share about it. I got to California almost a week ago (as of tomorrow!) and am interning at Bayside and got to go to two of the weekend services. They have a total of 5, and I wanted to check a couple of them out, mainly because no sermon/service is the same! (I am my fathers daughter) but it's true. THere is always "bonus material" if you stay for more than one. Today Pastor Ray spoke on 2 Peter, Chapter three. His main points were to : Keep your cool, Keep looking forward, Share your faith, and Expect Gods best. Such a great sermon, and i'll have to share more later. BUT, something so cool just happened!
I started an account with verse a day many months ago, and although it is not my quiet time of the day, I do enjoy getting them on my email and am often encouraged by the verses. The Lord has used them numerous times in my life, because although I know I'm not the only one subscribed to getting the many verses, I know my God is not a God of coincidence, and LOVE when he connects the dots.

I was hanging out with some friends tonight, and had a thought to check my email for my verse of the day. Can you guess what the verse was...2 Peter 3:9 (which Pastor Ray most definitely highlighted today)

"The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance."

How cool is that! Not only is this such a powerful in itself, in holding true to the promise of God, that he is patient and longs for EVERYONE to come to repentance. One of the main points of the sermon was this...We (As christians) are all sitting in church and the pastor said Christ loves all of us, but he loves all of those who aren't here and not pursuing the Lord JUST as much. Let's get out there, lets share our faith and lets LOOK and move FORWARD!

To sum things up, God is so good! I am in awe right now, just to even think that I am out here and the verse i had today matched up with the sermon i heard this morning. I know the Lord brought me to cali this summer, but it's so sweet how the Lord can use the smallest things to remind us and say I'm here!
Be encouraged, He is here, and with us ALWAYS! I encourage you to look for the small things this week, what has the Lord placed or will place in your life this week to say, "I'm here!"

I'll close with this verse dad sent me!
"The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged."

More pics from Cali are coming soon! I just had to share!

In Him,
Han

Just The Beginning...

2010-06-08T21:28:00.000-07:00

My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit's power, so that your faith might not rest on men's wisdom, but on God's power.

1 Corinthians 2:4-5

Such a beautiful glimpse of Gods creation! Absolutely breathtaking!

Love You Dad!

Mom and I after breakfast! Love you!

After waking up around 3 am Monday morning, Dad, Mom, and I headed towards the airport as my adventure towards California began! Here are some pics!

We beat the sun up...So early, but well worth it! :)

We went to this amazing place...Crepeville (We need one!)

Frozen Yogurt with Karina and Ilona! (They are amazing and such a joy to be around!)

Daphnes, an amazing Greek Restaurant ( this puts Zoes to shame! :) Never thought I would say that! )

As I'm looking at these pictures it looks like all I have done is eat, but I promise there are more pictures to come! I've only been here for a day but have met so many incredible people that I will be working with over the next 8 weeks. The family I am living with has been wonderful! They truly have the gift of hospitality, and after just a day I am already beginning to feel at home! This is going to be a wonderful summer, please continue to pray for me as I am out here, The Lord has already outdone himself, and it's only the beginning! To Him be the glory FOREVER!

1 Week and Counting!

2010-06-01T09:25:00.000-07:00

Crazy to think this time next week I will be in California! I figured I would put a post telling about what I will be doing for the next 8 weeks!! I am flying out of Atlanta, this monday June 7th, and headed to Sacramento, California for a worship internship. This is an opportunity that I have been wanting to do for almost two years now, and now Lord willing, I am going in just a few days!!
I will be interning at Bayside Covenant Church and I am so excited to see all the Lord has in store this summer! While I'm over there I will be working at the church each day, as well as singing on the worship team for the weekend services, in addition to helping out with the youth group and college ministry. I am also so excited about this next opportunity. I will be leading a group of girls in some type of discipleship group.
Please pray for me as I do this, teenage girls hold a special place in my heart and I want the Lord to use me as his vessel as I lead them this summer. Please pray for me as I am over there. For wisdom, insight, and spiritual growth. It is a new adventure for sure, and although it is a new place that I know almost no one, I know the Lord is going to use this summer to stretch me and teach me in a new way!
I'm looking forward to updating from Cali soon!

To HIm be the glory,
Han

There is nothing like your love...

2010-05-24T21:04:00.000-07:00

For those of you who know me, know that I pay attention to details, sometimes way more than I should, but nonetheless, I notice even the small things. Although this can be a good thing, at times it also has its downfalls. I am finding in my life right now, the greatest joy is resting. In fact the only time I find myself to be at complete peace is when I am fully seeking the Lord, and am in no state of mind to ask why, or even seeking an explanation, but in resting in Him as he gives me peace. Psalm 46:10
says, "Be still and know that I am God." That is a command, however I have been taking it as a suggestion, it is not only what he tells us to do because he loves us, but because it is what is best for us. No one knows us greater than God himself, so why do we continue to try and take the reigns? The answer is beyond me, but I am finding it is when I begin to rely on myself and lean on my own choices and emotions, ( Which is so dangerous) when I lose the joy and peace that only He can bring! At this point in my life its easy to ask what am I going to do when I graduate, or even better, who will I marry and how and when will he come? This is another topic i could write about...As easy as it is to say when is my turn ( and I am guilty) I am so thankful for the sweet friend that reminded me of this, there is no time like the present, being used as a single lady, being able to give all that I am and have to the Lord, where and how he chooses to use me. So why worry? I can't. It is in the Lords hands, and instead of being discontent and waiting for Prince Charming to ride up on that pretty white stallion, I will go forth and seek the Lord more than ever before. And then and only then, if it is the Lords desire to bring that special man into my life, let it My prayer is that the Lord blind my eyes until it is time for my eyes to be opened. After all the whole purpose of a relationship is to push one another to the Lord, being able to put the Lord as your first true love, and each other second. So I know that when and only when the Lord will get more glory from my life than He is already getting will it be time, therefore I need to take advantage of the time I have now in pursuing Him will all of my heart and soul as I am a single young woman. He chooses to be selfish with the ones he loves, and I am at no place to argue. What better place to be than in the arms of my savior!

As I am choosing to rely on the Lord for His peace and wisdom to guide me in every aspect of my life I want to share some exciting news about this upcoming summer! In just a few weeks I will be leaving Sweet Home Alabama to head out West to Sacramento California! It has been such a blessing how the Lord has worked everything out leading up to this point, but to make a long story short since I was in high school I have been interested in pursuing a worship internship for Bayside Covenant, and after much prayer and favor, this summer that will become a reality! Please keep me in your prayers as I am out there for the next 8 weeks. I am so excited to see all the Lord has in store while I am there. Please pray that as much of a blessing Bayside has already been to me, that I can be a blessing to them as I am able to serve along side them as we all pursue the Kingdom together!! Also, I am going to blog a lot more while I am over there, so be sure to stay tuned for some good pictures and stories!!

God Bless,
Hannah

In the kitchen at last!

2010-05-23T16:23:00.000-07:00

I finally decided to be creative in the kitchen and I made two things that i have been wanting to post!

A strawberry, peach, and blueberry smoothie...Only 100 calories, and so good if i do say so myself :)

Then onto task # 2...To make a cake

It's so hard to resist sneaking a bite at this point :

Now for the finishing touches...

It turned out quite well, and only cost $4.21
Now thats a deal :)

3 Truths and a Lie

2010-04-02T21:26:00.000-07:00

It's been a while but i'm back!

The Lord is so faithful and has been at work in the lives of so many at Troy. I have to share!!
Momentum Ministries, which is the student led service on sunday mornings on campus is really doing well. Dad has been so passionate about Troy since he fell in love with the Lord there, it has been so neat so see God bring Troy back into his life several years later and what a joy it has been! Dad serves as the on campus pastor via videos each week. It's incredible how the Lord has worked everything out leading up to this ministry beginning, and even now as it has been almost two whole semesters!! Momentum first started last semester and has had a consistent group of college students, and even a few older couples! Since the service is student led we all decided to do an Easter Celebration service during the week so we could all be home with our families for the weekend! Dad, Rach, and Jer came down and it was such a sweet time of praise and worship to our King!! Several people surrendered there lives to Christ, what a joy for the kingdom! To him be all the glory and praise!!

In my life right now, i have been reminded of several truths!
The first: The Power or Prayer
Jeremiah 33:3 says
"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know."
What truth this verse has brought to my life, the Lord longs to be gracious to us, when we truly rest in him, and call upon him to reveal his will for us, it is amazing to see and experience not only the freedom that comes in learning to be still, but what peace of being reminded that he is in control!!!!

The Second:
The Lord does not call us to be comfortable!
1 Peter 5:10 says
"And the God of all grace who has called you into his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm, and steadfast."

That verse brings such joy to my life. Why? Because it says, although things may not be easy, and you may suffer, after just a little while , the lord HIMSELF will restore you, making you strong where you were once weak, firm where you were once easily shaken, and steadfast where you were once wavering.
Not only is it so easy for us to become content, and set in our ways, but what we are saying is ok Lord ive got it now, i dont need you. No! This is such a lie, in fact the enemy longs for us to be comfortable because then we become lazy and slowly can lose sight of the things that truly matter.
You may say, how do i rest in the Lord, but not become comfortable, that seems like a contradiction, but that leads me to the next truth!!

Third: The Holy Spirit brings TRUTH!
You can rest in Him, and allow him to have his way in your life. Being uncomfortable is a command for our everyday lives; in evangelism leading to one on one discipleship, trials we may encounter, and even seeing and experiencing things we may never understand.
I recently learned the Holy spirit, is also referred to as the Spirit of Truth.
John 14:16-18
"And I will pray the Father, and He will give you another [and this word in Greek means: another of the same kind] Helper, that He may abide with you forever -- the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him; but you know Him, for He dwells with you and will be in you. I will not leave you orphans; I will come to you."

Not only does he promise to provide us with a helper (the Holy Spirit) but he ends with a promise that he will never leave us!! What JOY that is! No matter what we may be going through, feeling, or the things yet to come, we can have peace because the Lord has promised we will NEVER be alone! As dad preached several weeks ago: "LEFT ALONE, BUT NOT LEFT BEHIND!"

The Lie:
"You are worthless, inadequate, and unequipped.
You are ugly, Who you are isn't good enough, You are unlovable.
It pains my heart to even type these things, but we know in some type of form or another, we have believed these very things at times. The best advice i was given recently was this, when you find yourself beginning to believe a lie, replace it with the truth.

Lets do it!
Lie: You are worthless!
Truth: "I am my beloveds, and HE IS MINE!" Song of Songs 6:3

Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. For I am the Lord you God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. (Isaiah 43:1-3)

Lie: You are Inadequate
Truth:But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. (2 Corinthians 12:9)

Lie: You are Unequipped
Truth: "May he equip you with all you need for doing his will. May he produce in you, through the power of Jesus Christ, every good thing that is pleasing to him. All glory to him forever and ever! Amen." (Hebrews 13:21)

Lie:You are Ugly
Truth:"The king is enthralled by your beauty; honor him, for he is your lord."(Psalm 45:11)

"Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised." (Proverbs 31:30)

"But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not look on his appearance or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him. For the Lord sees not as man sees: man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart.”
(1 Samuel 16:7)

Lie: Who you are isn't good enough!

Truth:I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful,
I know that full well. (Psalm 139:14)

But now thus says the Lord,
he who created you, O Jacob,
he who formed you, O Israel:
“Fear not, for I have redeemed you;
I have called you by name, you are mine.
When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you;
when you walk through fire you shall not be burned,
and the flame shall not consume you. (Isaiah 43:1-2)

Lie: You are unloveable.
Truth:"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
(Romans 5:8)

"I in them and you in me. May they be brought to complete unity to let the world know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me.: (John 17:23)

"Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love."
(1 John 4:8)

In closing, you are dearly loved!! (Ephesians 5:1) May you be encouraged that God, the maker or heaven and of earth, longs to know you more, and have you rest in him. May you all have a blessed Easter, HE REIGNS!!!

With love,
Hannah

2010-02-24T21:02:00.000-08:00

Isaiah 55:8
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD.

Why is it so hard for us to give up control of our lives? Or let me rephrase that, why do we think we are in control?
Time and time again i not only try to plan things out myself, but i am often let down when things do not work out as i have planned, and now wonder why...
The Lord calls us to seek him with our whole heart, and WHEN
"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." (Jeremiah 29:13)
I listened to a girl share her testimony tonight and her story is this..

I was chasing a life that would never bring fulfillment, only to be let down by everyone around me, to feel rejected, lonely, and even worthless, BUT NOW ( don't you just love those two words?!) I have found the hope that is found in JESUS!

We all have but now moments praise GOD!

She went on to say, its only when she surrendered the mentality to let go that she lost her life, so that she may gain life in eternity.
"He who exalts himself will be humbled, but he who humbles himself will be exalted." (Luke 14:11)

Apple Dip!

2010-01-18T20:19:00.000-08:00

Rach and I enjoying the first bite :)

I hate to say that i made this over two weeks ago, but am now just getting the chance to post about it! School has officially kicked into high gear, but no worries i am reprioritizing and am not neglecting my desire to learn how to cook. My first attempt, was this apple dip, and if i do say so myself it was quite delicious.
You can make it too! Heres how:

1 8oz package of cream cheese
3/4 C Brown Sugar
1 tsp. Vanilla
Chopped Pecans ( 1/4- 1 C)

*Mix all ingredients except for pecans into a bowl. Form into a ball-like shape, then mix in pecans. Refrigerate and Serve!

P.S. The brown sugar i used had been in the freezer so i had to melt it down, making the dip soupy instead of a ball. Either way though it's still DELICIOUS!!

Stay tuned for next post...Monkey Bread!

It's a New Day!

2010-01-05T18:19:00.000-08:00

My New Years Resolutions:
-To spend more intimate time with the Lord, unfortunately my quiet times have grown to be short and way to quick, not anymore, I want to sit in silence to listen, as well as on my knees dedicated to pray for others in need.
-To invest in peoples lives
-To encourage others, as well as fight my urge to get an attitude. ( Why is it we are the rudest at times to the ones we love the most?) Makes no sense; therefore i am working on this! Thank you to my sweet family and friends for your patience when i have my moments.
-To compete in Miss Troy University ( Jan 30), which requires getting into "bikini tip top shape" ( Yes, there is a swimsuit part, because it is a preliminary to Miss Alabama ahhh... Need i say more!
-To learn how to cook ( and like stated before, a recipe will be posted along with a picture this weekend!)
-And lastly, To Sponsor this little girl...

Her name is Josselyn Maylin De La Cruz Morales, and she is already becoming one of the joys of my life to wake up to. I am sponsoring her through Compassion International and look forward to our letters of communication in the months to come. Joselyn is five years old, from Guatemala, from a small town named El Gallito. If you haven't sponsored a child before I encourage you to do so, it is a simple process, just go online to www.compassion.com
and you can browse through all of the children waiting to be sponsored. For only 38.00 a month, the children are given everything they need to live. Although it was so hard to pick one out of so many, there was something about this sweet little girl that immediately caused me to fall in love with her. I will be sure to blog when i here back from her, it's so amazing that we can communicate and i feel so blessed to be able to invest in her life.

I'm hoping through posting my resolutions, that somehow makes me more accountable to holding them haha...I am so looking forward to all the wonderful things to come in this year, May God bless you all!
In Him,
Hann

Bon Appetit!

2010-01-02T21:41:00.000-08:00

I'm sure many of you have seen or at least heard of the movie " Julie and Julia" but Mom, Dad, and I recently rented it and really enjoyed it. ( Well mom and i of course, poor dad fell asleep throughout the movie.) There were some parts, like most movies now days that could have easily been left out, but it led me to one of 3 new years resolutions. TO LEARN HOW TO COOK!

Although i am not able to do a recipe everyday due to the time that would take, i have decided that i am going to put a new recipe up that i have made each week. The movie was so inspiring to learn how to cook, i'm up for the challenge! :)
I'll also be able to encorporate pictures now thanks to my parents who gave me a digital camera for Christmas. It's been so long since i've had a camera its no longer a habit to pull it out, ( I know dad, big statement for me to say lol) but i'm going to do better, and keep this blog updated this semester! In the meantime, i hope you all have had a wonderful Christmas and New years, now back to the real world whether it be school or work. It's a new year!

Stay tuned for recipes to come! :)
-Hannah

"To blessed to be stressed"

2009-12-26T20:59:00.000-08:00

I have to give credit to the title of this blog to my dad. While taking the youth group to New York one year for Choir tour, dad found a shirt with this quote on it, and it has been a favorite saying of ours ever since. Never mind that that same t-shirt ended up shrinking and could only fit a toddler, it serves a great message and I'm finding it to be more true each and every day.

Starting the evening off with the Candlelight Service at Church, The night could not have been any more perfect with a wonderful night of worship, dinner with the family, and a wonderful Christmas morning to come!

Christmas morning soon came, and we had an incredible breakfast, but the memories made will last a lifetime. Cliche' i know, but i really mean it. I've never had such an appreciation for family like i do now. How great the fathers love for each one of us, that he would not only send his son to be born to one day save us, but that same, gracious, limitless, God cares enough to place people into our lives, to encourage and love us, all so that we may see his unfailing love for us.

I'm not saying families are perfect, in fact broken-ness is a part of life, however, there is nothing that the Lord can't redeem. No amount of sin, can make him love you less, or even more, that's the beauty of grace.

This Christmas, i realized I am showered in grace, i am blessed, and I am now more than ever in need of savior!

Although the Christmas season is filled with endless amounts of joy i would be lying if i told you there were not times that i lost that joy, nevertheless it is so great to be reminded that:

When I am prideful- He humbles me

When I am dirty- He is flawless

When I am cranky- He is patient

When I am angry- He is slow to anger

AND WHEN I AM

Broken- He heals me

You may feel content, I did for a while, but unless the Lord surrounds every aspect of your life, you will always desire more. It took me being broken to realize, how much of a mess i truly am, and then and only then, can he begin to heal you, because you finally surrender every part of your life, you have so despereately been longing to complete. He is the only since of Joy there is, no toy, article of clothing, or amount of money will ever fill that void, only Jesus!

I know Christmas has passed, but i encourage you to take away this very message, the God, who sent his son in the form of a baby boy, is the same God who cares for you, and longs to give you unspeakable and undeniable Joy! May we all carry that into the new year!

You hold me now!

2009-11-09T22:25:00.000-08:00

I couldn't find the song I wanted to have playing in the background, so ill post the lyrics...

"You Hold Me Now" by hillsong

On that day when I see
All that You have for me
When I see You face to face
There surrounded by Your grace

All my fear is swept away
In the light of your embrace
When Your love is all I need
And forever I am free

Where the streets are made of gold
In Your presence healed and whole
Let the songs of heaven rise to you alone

No weeping, no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now,
You hold me now

In this life I will stand
Through my joy and my pain
Knowing there's a greater day
There's a hope that never fails

When Your name is lifted high
And forever praises rise
For the glory of Your Name
I'm believing for the day

When the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
Let the songs of heaven rise to you alone

No weeping, no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness, no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now,
You hold me now

For eternity
All my heart will give
All the glory to Your name

So I'm going to be more real in this blog, than i have been in any other previous post. These past few days I feel like dating, relationships, and even the act of being pursued, have been brought to mind, and rather than trying to explain it through texts, or even in passing, i really wanted to take time and write out exactly how i feel about dating and what the Lord has led me to believe.

Dating in modern day has been made out to be casual, and i believe it is everything but that.

Let me explain myself a little better, I know you have to date to get to the point of marriage, but if you don't see qualities in him/ her that you would want in your spouse, or they are not pushing you to be a better man of God (And more specifically Girls- Protecting your purity as well as leading you spiritually) then what is the point?

Here are my thoughts...

Guys:

If you see a girl, be aware of why you notice her, is it her looks, or is it more to that? Looks can attract you yes, but is it her heart that draws you close to her, is it the love of the lord that you are attracted to? Because if it isn't, there is no point, nor need to go any further to pursue a relationship with her.

That's biblical ( 2 cor. 6:14)

Don't "date just to date", and not to "learn as you go" You can learn from the Lord without putting both yours and her heart on the line time and time again.

Girls:

We are called to be pursued, we are not to do the chasing, but to cling to the lord with all that we have knowing in his time, he will bring that man that will pursue YOU.

Notice this puts a lot of weight on the guys, but not really, see they are called to pursue the Lord with all they have as well and when ( and only when) they are at a place that they can lead the two of you in a Christ centered relationship then they are to move forward. As women, we are beautiful, valued, and so special to the Lord.

Relationships now are so skewed; I have to admit that up until two years ago, i found myself falling for the fairy tale story line and longing for my prince to sweep me off my feet, carry me away, and we would live happily ever after. However as glamorous as that sounds, its not about you at all. The SOLE and primary purpose of a relationship between two believers is to push one another towards our God.

If the Lord were to take you now, would you be ready? Would you be completely avaliable, or would you hold back? You may think, of course not, I would go now. But ill be the first to say a year ago i would selfishily say, no marriage, no kids no family, surely he would wait until after. See I found myself limiting what a relationship was designed to be. What hollywood has portrayed dating to be, it's not, because the Lord is not in it. My new perspective is in the song above, it says

"For eternity All my heart will give, all the glory to your name!"

The man my soul loves and longs to be with, is waiting, and if that would be his desire to take me now, before my husband could come, so be it, for He who has promised is faithful and although i have a passion to be married one day, I want to do his will.

It is:

When you as a single woman or man have made pursuing the Lord the primary purpose of your life, that the Lord knows he had your heart, and allows another man or woman into your life, to be your "other half" to bring glory to HIM! Though you may say ok hannah, in a perfect world...but this is it, this is what its all about bringing glory to his name. It it is a promise from our sweet and merciful saviour because He loves you!! He longs to give you that man/woman that will love you as he does, but we have to be willing to wait. Waiting means, not settling, not saying "for the time being" or even thinking how else am I going to learn? Waiting means depending on the Lord, allowing him to shape you, and take FULL advantage of your singleness, because one day it will never be the same, don't waste time, don't miss out on what the Lord wants you to see because you are so wrapped up in dating. Rest in the Lords peace and know, He is and will always be MORE than enough!

-Hann

Ever wonder why?!

2009-10-26T21:47:00.000-07:00

Wow it has been so long since I have blogged, although there are so many things I could write about from things that have taken place in the last few months,(those updates will come) However, I can't help but share with what comes to mind right now.

Day after day, we live our lives as though they are ours to live, we go about our day like we have all the say in the world, never taking the time to stop and think, What day will be my last? I'm not trying to be morbid when I write this, I am just beginning to realize not only how important it is to grasp the joy of each day, but to live a life asking only one question, Lord what is your purpose for me today? Hours ago, i had a heart to heart with my mother over the phone, although i am not proud to admit this, and i know she will not mind me sharing, but I was at a place of pride and discontentment. Because it is not easy to admit being in a state like this, it took my mother being firm with me to say, Hannah, slow down, stop and tell me what your feeling. As i sat there quiet and unsure how to respond, i realized, i have yet to stop. Each day I wake up to a to do list, I have been watching each moment of the day pass by viewing it not as a opportunity but as a thing to check off. Now wonder I find discontentment, now wonder i have felt no peace. Don't get me wrong, I have had many times of Joy, peace and even rejuvination, but it wasn't until today how much i have realized the importance of letting go. Not just from big decisions that face me each day, but from things that i have no control over. I can no longer, and will no longer live a life for earthly things, but will press on toward the goal that I will never be blessed with here, but only in eternity. It's really made me evaluate what it is i have been finding my worth in, I say I live a life that lives to glorify the Lord, but have i really been? Although things on earth like school, and even sorority can be important, do i really just see them as temporary things, or do i put more value in them, than there truly is. This is so hard to see, and more so even say. Two weeks ago at Momentum (Which I will blog about soon!) Dad spoke on pride. At the beginning i would not have considered myself in this category, however at the end when he named off characteristics of being prideful, he mine as well have called me by name. The main one that stuck out was:

-Quick to get angry/frustrated----This is where the enemy creeps in...

There it was, not only was I at a place of being prideful, because i had taken on so much, not wanting to share my responsibilities due to a fear of failure, I needed and still need to realize, that no matter how many things i choose to take on, lead, or even succeed in, NOTHING will fill me like the LORD does. Only He can bring me that joy and contentment that I am longing to feel again. So now, though decisions involving my future are to come, the main being ( What will my major be? :/ ) I have decided to let it go, He is in control, and will not lead me astray, He works all things for good, and even though i may not understand all His ways now, I am promised, it will one day be worth it!

-Hannah

The Shack

2009-06-24T20:41:00.000-07:00

I feel like i have found 2 hidden treasures lately that i can't help but share...

This first one is the book, The Shack

It's about a man's journey through forgiveness due to a tragedy that no parent could ever dream of facing. Although there are points that are hard to endure, and even at times, just plain weird the message is something I cannot help but share. After reading this book I not only came to realize how much I was limiting my God, but I even came to realize this God that I say I love and long to know more and more, cannot be put into a category. He is so great, so powerful and so many things, His creations and He himself truly are Indescribable! In fact in the book the author makes a point to say, if all of God could be fathomed, what would be the mystery, the challenge of waking up and longing to know him more? That would be lost, after all who wants a God that we understand all of, I don't know about you but I long for a God who will always be millions of steps ahead of me unfolding a picture that I cannot see ( even when it means not understanding) because though I sometimes wonder how tragedy does strike and hurt the ones who love him so much, we are only seeing a glimpse of what is unfolding, where as he sees the whole thing. A friend of mine couldn't have described it better. We were sitting on the pier at a friends lake house and she said this analogy I will never forget.

As humans we look through life like peaking through the cracks on the pier looking at only a small percentage of the lake. For all we know, that is it, there is no more that we can see, yet God, the creator himself sees the whole lake. Although he sees the part that we are only seeing he sees what has come, and has yet to come for his dearly beloved.

So at times when it seems hard, don't lose faith.

"He who promised is faithful" and when we trust him, we allow him to ( in His timing) reveal his plan for our lives. I don't want to go into to many more details explaining the book because I really want you to read this book! Though at times it may be hard not to put down because it seems "way out of the box" remember, We cannot limit God and God can choose to reveal himself for just what we need!

I'll write about the second book I have come to love to in my next post, but until then I'll leave you with a quote from The Shack...

"An Infinite God can give all of Himself to each of His children. He does not distribute Himself that each may have a part, but to each one He gives all of Himself as fully as if there were no others."

-A. W. Tozer

Lead Me To The Cross

2009-04-10T12:52:00.000-07:00

Remember...

Redemptions hill where your blood was spilled for my ransom!

I was at church the other night and the guy who lead worship had an awesome testimony. Having nearly looked death in the face he survived only through the grace of God. Though he is so thankful to be alive, he has a new perspective on life.

Philippians 1:20-21 says

"I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed,but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me , to live is Christ and to die is gain."

As I read this passage over and over again it finally hit me, what am I holding on to? What holds me back from truly saying, Lord if it is your desire for me to physically surrender my life, so that you may be glorified, bring it on. I found that it is pride, so many times a day I dream about the future, what will i do, when will "he" come into my life. But what about now, what is the Lord trying to teach me in this very moment. Now I am not saying the Lord is going to take my life right now, but as hard is this next sentence is to write, and I am not kidding I am fighting to say it....If my death would bring the father glory and draw one more person to his heart, then take my life so that he might gain another! As a christian, as a woman of God that is ALL that he asks of me is to give him all that I am, holding onto nothing. In other words as the song playing says "Rid me of myself, I belong to you!"

The picture above is from a showing of the cross my church did this past week. I wish I could have been there to experience that moment in person, but even a picture captured my heart.

"Everything I once held dear, I count it all as lost."

To him be the glory FOREVR!!

-Hannah

1 Chronicles 16:8-36

2009-04-02T12:38:00.000-07:00

Last time I wrote I shared that life hasn't been going as good as I had planned, but man now I am looking back and am so thankful for that time. After blogging i did the only thing i knew i should do and fell face down before the Lord and gave it all up!

Since then, I have been finding the most affirming scripture and am SO encouraged. I can't write them all out, but here are just a few:

"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing."

-James 1:2-4

"And behold, I am sending the promise of my father upon you. But stay in the city (TROY) until you are clothed with power from on high."

-Luke 24:49

"Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually"

-1 Chronicles 16:11

"May you be strengthened with all power, according to his glorious might, for all endurance and patience with joy."

-Colossians 1:11

Oh AND....

This was the intro to my quiet time this morning, written by Beth Moore:

"There is a name above all names

Let mine be lost in His

Hide me in His crimson heart

O, way of secret bliss!

One life alone is worth the find

Nail mine onto the tree

Till Jesus ever shining here

Is all beheld in me.

Bring him forth each day I live

And leave me in the tomb

I seek no glory here

Make not the smallest room

Blessed anonymity!

Count my life but loss.

Jesus the One and Only

Tread over me, Dear Cross."

"For through the law I died to the law, so that I might live to God. I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. I do not nullify the grace of God, for if justification were through the law, then Christ died for no purpose"

-Galatians 2:19-21

Nothing I could ever write could top this, God is GOOD!!

Waiting...

2009-03-30T12:00:00.000-07:00

Music is a huge passion of mine, and i absolutely love it when I come across a song that ministers to where I am in my walk with the Lord. I watched fireproof for the first time about a month ago, ( If you have not already seen it, rent it!) And I heard this song and it brought me to my knees. I wish i could honestly say I am so content with everything going on in my life right now, but i am not. I have been wrestling with the enemy in defeat over and over again, and refuse to let him have the glory, but I am in need of so much more! There are so many questions I want to know the answers to, things are happening that make absolutely no sense,I have hurt more recently more than ever before, but i know there is a point to it all, and even though I may not understand now or even later, he is in control and holds the bigger picture in his hands! ( Such simple truth, but words I am desperately clinging to at the moment.) I'm finding it is in these moments of true heartache and surrender that The Lord is saying "Hannah, I am the ONLY one who can give you peace, No one knows you like I do!" Yes, the comfort of a friend is nice, but to receive the fathers comfort and only HIS is powerful! When I talk to a friend the hurt is lifted for a moment, but is brought up again, BUT when the lord is brought in it is a one time deal, dealt with, and finished! In the past i have been SO quick to "run to the phone before the throne" I place security on the person on the other line, more than the one who made me! And Ironically as hard as that first night was to not have that person pick up, i am thankful. I was able to cry to the Lord and let him lead me to where i needed to go.

Please don't get me wrong, I am still at peace with the Lord, and his plan for my life. Troy has been an INCREDIBLE experience for me and there is no doubt I am right where he wants me to be, but I am learning to cling to him now more than ever before.

I strongly believe its right now through this hard time and just "Yuck"of life, that he is shaping me into the woman of God he has called me to be.

After all, he never said it would be easy, just that it would be worth it in the end!

So in the meantime, I am waiting, I am praying for peace and not to be anxious about what lies ahead but to rest in the peace that he has a great and perfect plan for my life.

"Open up my eyes to the things unseen"

2009-02-10T22:14:00.000-08:00

Some of the beautiful girls from our group during Disciple Now!

Written by Hillsong, the song hosanna could not be anymore fitting for this time in my life.

"Heal my heart and make it clean, open up my eyes to the things unseen, show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart for what breaks yours, everything i am for your kingdoms cause, as i walk from earth into eternity!"

I had the most INCREDIBLE weekend this past week and i have to give glory where glory is due

I was asked to help lead worship for d-now this past weekend with FBC here in Troy as well as to lead a group of 11th and 12th grade girls. My room-mate Janie also came along and together we got to led an amazing group of young women.

I immediately responded with yes, little did i know just how much God would do in just three days. After meeting the girls on friday we went and had worship, a sermon spoken by David Nasser (amazing) and then we headed back to our host family's house and began to build relationships with the girls. On saturday we had another session and worship and then went out to do our service project. We took the girls to the Troy Rehabilitation center where we passed out valentines and got to sit in on a saturday morning sermon. The people were so receptive to our love and we were just as blessed as they were. After leaving there we went back to the church and had some good "youth group fun" and then headed back later that night for another session. For those of you who have not heard of David Nasser, I encourage you to look him up and read every book he has written! God is using him! After getting back late saturday night Janie and I led a discussion with the girls and asked them to share what all had been revealed to them. Little did I know what God would do the very next day! On sunday morning the band led worship and David spoke one last time. Throughout the weekend he was preaching on Grace and based it out of Ephesians 2:1-10. After sharing his testimony and being real with the congregation, chains slowly began to come off throughout the church. As he concluded his sermon he gave an invitation of salvation and people came forward. People from all ages and lastly 2 of my girls i had been discipling over the weekend. Having just talked to each of the girls the night before about Gods grace it was incredible to be on the other side and see there broken and humbled hearts cry on the name of Jesus. As i sat in the pew weeping I began to realize this is what its all about. From that moment on the Lord has blessed me with a new vision. I long to see the things I have overlooked in the past, and I want my heart to break for what breaks his!

As Romans 11:36 says:

"For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be the glory forever. Amen"

Worthy is the lamb

2009-02-05T12:29:00.000-08:00

I attend 8:29 on Wednesdays at FBC here in Troy, and learned the coolest thing during the sermon last night so i thought I should share:

The local youth minister at FBC in Troy went to Kazakstan last summer on a mission trip and as a sign of appreciation the KZ people offered them a lamb for dinner one night. In KZ it is a huge honor to have lamb for dinner, but the biggest honor is who will slaughter the lamb. Obviously to a group of Americans, all were a little frightened, so Jared, the youth minister decided to take one for the team. He began to slaughter the lamb and was amazed when the lamb did not struggle for his life or even make a noise, but lied there as a sacrifice for many.

Now i'm sure you get where i'm going with this.

It's no coincidence that Jesus is the lamb of God. I know many of us have heard all of our lives, he made the ultimate sacrifice when he gave his life, as if that isn't powerful enough, he walked up the hill of calvary, sweating, in pain, bleeding, and hungry without even making a sound. What a beautiful picture that is, he loves us so much that even when he knew blood, tears, and nails were involved, he did it anyway for YOU and I.

Isaiah 53:4,7

(V.4)Surely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows, yet we considered him stricken by God, smitten by him and afflicted. But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities;the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.

(V.7)He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth;he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is silent, so he did not open his mouth.

Worthy is the lamb who was slain, to him be the glory forevermore!!

Steadfast Love...

2009-01-29T14:15:00.000-08:00

"I trust in the steadfast love of God forever and ever."

Psalm 52:8

I do not know what it is about the word steadfast, but it has reoccured over and over and over again in my quiet time each day so i finally decided to research it more

According to Websters dictionary steadfast means:

1.Firmly fixed in place; immovable

2.Firm in belief; determination, or adherence.

and love means:

1.Unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another.

2.The object of attachment,devotion, and admiration

So to trust in the STEADFAST LOVE of the Lord as the verse states above we are saying that we fully believe he is immovable, determined, loyal and has the deepest concern for us than we could ever begin to imagine. I really cannot tell you how many times i have run across this word just in the past few weeks but it was most definitely for a reason. Last night a friend of mine said, "sometimes i forget God is for me" She then went on to say " I guess sometimes i expect him to condemn me for the sins i have committed, but he is for me all the time" As we all sat in the room and listened to her speak i realized just how true that is. How many of us are guilty of putting God in a box? I know I am! I find this to be hilarious because God is God and even if i wake up with the mindset to know everything about God that i can learn i will NEVER be able to fathom all of him! How incredible is that?! He is that BIG, that POWERFUL!! See we not only have the privilege to spend time with the creator of the universe each day, but he has no END!! His greatness is always going to amaze you, and even better, We will never quit learning!!

"Your steadfast love, O Lord extends to the heavens, your faithfulness to the clouds. Your

righteousness is like the mountains of God!"

Psalm 36:5-6

*By the way I have to give props to my friend caroline who took the

awesome picture above! love you!

"Where the spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom!"

2009-01-22T12:19:00.001-08:00

"Out of my distress I called on the Lord; the Lord answered me and set me free."

Psalm 118:5

Dad,

As I sit in my college dorm room today I cannot help but think of you. It is so cool to think that exactly 31 years ago from today you were also a freshman at Troy University living right across the street from my dorm in the famous "Alumni Hall" It was on the first floor of that building that you surrendered your life to Jesus and havn't turned back since! That very day, changed your life forever, and a day I know you will always hold dear to your heart. Its always been so cool to me of how your walk with Christ began, but to be here and go to the school you went to has made it mean even more. Not only have I been so blessed to be able to attend a University as great as Troy, but its this very campus that had a huge impact on who I am today. Because of what the Lord has done in your life, my life has been molded as a result. The blessing to have been raised in a Godly home, and to be a a "PK" would never had happened had you not said YES to Jesus that very night! So thank you for not only being an incredible father, but for painting a beautiful picture of what following Christ truly looks like. I love you

Sisters at last!!

2009-01-13T14:35:00.000-08:00

Not only do I have the joy of calling this beautiful young woman my big sis, my sister in Christ, but now also my sister in Chi Omega!! I love you!

Me and one of my best friends blair at the bowling alley after Initiation!!

It is so exciting to finally say i am officially a sister of Chi Omega! I went through recruitment this summer, and on bid day pledged chi omega but was only a new member until this weekend! Chi Omega is the last sorority on campus to initiate girls because we wait for grades to come out, and i like to think they save the best for last! So Me, along with 33 of my newly initiated sisters have now become part of the sisterhood of Chi Omega and it is awesome!! It truly has been such a blessing to find such Godly, genuine, classy girls, and now I have the joy of not only having them as my sisters in Christ but also in Chi Omega! I know many of you may be thinking, wow, could a sorority really mean that much but it does and i know i have a few followers who can relate (Hooty-Hoo!!)

College has been such a great experience over the past year, and i am beyond blessed to have such a great group of friends in my midst, The lord never ceases to amaze me, He truly is worthy to be praised!!

"You make known to me the path of life;in your presence there is fullness of joy;at your right hand are pleasures forevermore."

Psalm 16:11

To 2009!!

2009-01-08T21:44:00.000-08:00

So I have made a decision to blog more and to not use the internet unless i have a purpose. It is so easy to "justify" as a college student why I surf the internet, but the truth is i have wasted a lot of time looking at stuff that has no worth, and hopefully i will put this into practice this upcoming semester. Leading into that one of my new years resolution was to log into facebook only once a day,( if that) and to not even think about getting on unless i have spent my time with the Lord. I had the amazing opportunity to go to ATL with campus outreach here in Troy over new years and the Lord brought me to a place of humility that i have never been before! It was during the conference that i realized i was not only allowing the Lord to take me to the next level in my walk with Him, but i was content with where i was, and this kind of contentment was not where i wanted to be. It was then that i realized i must first admit i am not where i wanted to be, and allow the Lord to step in and bring me to his feet and say i need you, not just half of you not in a box where i have been putting you, but i want ALL of you, and I want to go wherever and do whatever you have called me to do! All of this begin to unfold as i was laying in the hotel room with two of my closest friends and as i began to verbalize just where i was, they begin to share similar feelings. It was the coolest thing, and a moment i will forever cherish. It was so evident the Lords presence was in the room, and his mercy was pouring into each of our lives as we admitted, we are ALL sinners, we ALL fall short, and whether we struggle with gossip rather than drinking SIN is SIN and not even ONE of us is worthy! From that night on i have begun to wake up each morning with a new perspective of who I am and just how great redemption is. I encouarge you to begin spending time in the word each day, its a new year and our dear savior is waiting to spend time with you ...let him love you!!

Check out youversion.com It's a day to day walkthrough of the bible and by the end of the year 2009 you would have read the entire thing!!

Part of todays was Psalm 18

verse 30 stuck out to me:

"This God-his way is perfect, the word of the Lord proves true; he is a shield for all those who take refuge in him."

You are the light thats leading me!

2008-12-04T14:48:00.000-08:00

Wow...It's been a while since I have written, but I'm home for Christmas, and ready to update this thing!

To begin with, get this:
A friend of mine and her family have been fulltime missionaries in Kazakastan for the past few years and she has recently come back to the U.S. for college at Troy (how we met). She left KZ in july and has not seen her family since then, and was told not to expect to see them before the following summer! She has the most humble spirit and has not complained once about not being able to be with her family, but about 2 weeks ago her dad called her to tell her they would be flying her home for Christmas! She was so excited, but soon discovered that her passport was going to expire before Christmas, and would have to reapply for a visa as well. Not letting it bring her down she asked all of our friends to pray as she began the process to get a passport and visa. Fortunately she was able to get a meeting in New orleans the following week, and after waiting only 1 hour she was approved for a passport and visa. ( Check 1) Then the passport and visa would be sent to Washington to be approved,to KZ, then back to Washington to approve KZ approval (Crazy!) and then finally back to Brimingham where she would be flying out of. She was told this would take at least a week, and it may take a couple of months. ( Remember she needed this in exactly one week) Still not losing faith, she called all of us once more to pray and just 2 days later, she got word that the passport and visa were waiting for her in Birmingham!!
This was such awesome news we barely could believe it, how does that happen, and there is only one way...GOD himself!

It was then that i realized just what I was doing, here, I was praying for something that in the back of my head never thought could happen. Wow was i wrong, not only did he answer it, but better than we could have ever planned or imagined! It reminded me of that verse: "Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen."(Ephesians 3:20-21)

He truly is an amazing God, and his mercies are new each and every day! Continue to trust in the Lord with EVERYTHING that you have, and know without a doubt HE IS ABLE!

I Believe!

2008-11-02T21:08:00.000-08:00

You may wonder why such a specific title, but i couldn't come up with a more perfect topic for what i have experienced these past few days. Not to mention, its one of my favorite songs sung by Fantasia =)

The Lord has blessed me with the best friends since I have been at Troy and a great campus ministry that i have really enjoyed getting plugged into, but lately i really feel like that hasn't been enough. For the past week, I have felt these small nudges from God that He is expecting more out of my life!

As important as it is to live my life as a living witness I am finding it's time to put myself out there and profess not only that I believe in Him, but Why i believe in Him. All my life I have wanted to share my faith with people who don't know the Lord, but always found myself in fear of rejection.Don't get me wrong, i am still scared to be rejected, but here lately I have really began to put things into perspective, and the reality is, It is a LIFE or DEATH situation and should be something i can't talk about enough. I know it sounds pretty basic but I really feel like this is the next step the Lord has for my life and what an important one! I just wish i would have followed it sooner!! I have no idea when this will be, or how He is going to use this, but I have no doubt He will! I have no idea as to what He wants me to say, whether it be my testimony or just to share the love of christ, but I know it will all fall into place! It was after this realization i remembered just how awesome our God is : Patient, loving, Forgiving, Omniscient, Never failing, Healer, Comforter, Provider, and most of all our REDEEMER!

The Lord has been SO many of these things to me and more just in the past year and i only hope he can use me to share his same love for others. God can heal anyone anytime, any day if we only run to HIM!! My dad ( The senior pastor at my home church) spoke on losing shame this morning and revealed his heart for people living in shame. Seeing his heart for those who are hurting really inspired me ,and although many people did not take a physical step of faith this morning towards the alter ,i know hearts were stirred and the Lord will do the rest!

Having almost completed my first semester in college (yay!) I have become well adjusted to the new schedule, but not always in the best way. It's so easy for me to be content with the Lord and where he has me, but where I am now i don't feel like is enough. I want Him to use me and stretch me in new ways each and EVERY day and i really mean that. I want to speak to someone who may reject the idea of God, and if they do, I want to be able to walk away with a peace because I know I revealed to them who He is to ME! Seeking Him daily is one thing I came to college with the intent of doing, and i am going to take these next four years bring me closer to the fathers heart than i ever thought or could imagine! I don't want to ever be content,but always seeking and striving to be drawn closer and closer to His heart!

"How deep the Fathers love for us!"

2008-10-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

I was reading this in my quiet time yesterday and was moved by this verse so I felt the need to share!

"And so, from the day we heard, we have not ceased to pray for you, asking that you may be filled with the knowledge of his will in all spirtitual wisdom and understanding, so as to walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to him, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God. May you be strengthed with all power, according to his glorious might, for all endurance and patience with joy, giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in light. He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins."
-Colossians 3:9-14

God is so good! =)

"I gotta keep singing!"

2008-10-14T09:24:00.000-07:00

"I gotta keep singingI gotta keep praising Your name

Your the one that's keeping my heart beating

I gotta keep singing I gotta keep praising Your name

That's the only way that I'll find healing

Can I climb up in Your lapI don't wanna leave

Jesus sing over me I gotta keep singing"

Sometimes it's so hard to put into words how you feel ,but it is amazing how a song can minister to your heart. The chorus above was written by Mercry Me and it's called I gotta keep singing"
The line "Can I clim up in Your lap, I don't wanna leave." Wow, what power that verse is! I find myself struggling day in and day out being put down by what society portrays as "beautiful" and I forgot that the God of the Universe, chose ME! Sometimes I wish i really could crawl into the lap of Jesus just to escape the pain that the world throws at us on a day to day basis but I was reminded although I can't physically climb into his lap, "He rejoices and sings over my life each and every day!" ( Zepheniah 3:17) I am currently doing the study Stepping Up by Beth Moore and I come away each day with something new but a quiet time one particular day grapped by attention. She said we know God has many children, but sometimes you need to know that He has eyes just for YOU! As i read that I began to cry tears of joy, how awesome is that to know, The creator of this world, has eyes just for ME! I am a very visual person and the first thing that came to mind was kneeling at the feet of God and seeing his eyes catch mine! I cannot wait for that day! What joy we will have! I know I am preaching here but this is something that I really felt called to write about today! I'm not sure if anyone will even read this, but I hope it ministers to your heart. We all have times of trouble but I encouarge you not to be discouarged because nothing and noone can ever pluck you from the Lords mighty hand!

"Theres a peace I've come to know"

2008-10-07T14:46:00.000-07:00

Fall Break is officially here, and it feels so good to be home! Spending time with my family and friends from home is something i have really missed, and i have enjoyed getting the chance to catch up with all of them! One particluar pair comes to my attention ;)...

Watching Jeremy and Rachel is so encouarging, and I am so thankful for the Godly man the Lord has brought into her life. The two of them share a love that comes straight from the fathers heart, and I could not be happier for my big sis! She has always been such a great romodel to look up to, now this is just more I one day hope to follow!

On a completely different note, the Lord continues to do amazing things in my life and I feel the need to share. I am still longing to hear that still small voice lead me as to what to pursue for the rest of my life, but I finally realized that as great as that would be, HIS timing is better than anything I could ever want or plan! Isaiah 55 states, "My ways are higher than your ways, and my thoughts better than your thoughts." I have always known that verse, but lately I have really put it into practice, His ways are better and His plans bigger than I could ever imagine! I still desperately want to know what His will for my life is, but thankfully Theres a peace I've come to know through it all, and until then I will await His perfect timing!

The picture above is a painting that hangs in my bigs house, and i have adapted it as my life quote! I may not have all the answers, but I do know that His desire for my life will always be to make knowing and learning Him the passionate pursuit of my life, that is His desire for each and everyone of us!! For he sings over you with great joy, Rejoice for He is faithful!!

"Greater things are still to be done in this city!"

2008-09-25T08:56:00.000-07:00

I was told i needed to update more frquently so here it goes:

This week has gone by very fast and i have made it to every class! The alarm problem has been solved and my sweet dad is letting me use his old cellphone until i can get a new one! Classes are officially into full swing and midterms are right around the corner. I absolutely love college, but unlike highschool one week might be really laid back and then the next EVERYTHING hits! Its really easy to get overwhelmed but thanks to my handy dandy Chi Omega planner i am learning time management! (What a concept mom) haha...

Last night i went to 8:29 and was so very encouarged!

A little Background:
Troy Alabama is not the biggest town and the campus consists of about 9,000 students , it is such a sweet town but not many big things come down to troy.
UNTIL NOW!!
Last night at 8:29 our leader Frank announced that a conference called Afterdark (led by Joe White of Promise Keepers) would be coming to troy. Afterdark is a huge ministry that has swept its way across college campuses all over the nation such as: Ohio State, Auburn, Pepperdine,Kansas State, Lousiana Tech, Missouri and now TROY UNIVERSITY! They showed a promotion video and the excitment in the room was indescribable. I am so excited to see what the Lord is going to do through this ministry. It is the cry of my heart as well as many other college students that we have a revelation on our campus and hearts be transformed in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. Please be praying for this conference as it comes to Troy, i feel like it has the potential to be the turning point on my campus and a great opportunity for students to surrender their lives to the only one who is worth it all!

(Check it out!) http://www.whatsafterdark.com/

Have a blessed rest of the week,

Hannah

"Everybody has those days!"

2008-09-16T09:44:00.000-07:00

The picture above has nothing to do with my post, but it made me smile at just the right time and i hope it does the same for you!

Beep..beep...beep...this is not what i heard Monday morning when i was supposed to wake up. I always set my alarm on my phone but as sad as this is , my phone has officially died causing it not being able to wake me up so i woke up at 9:40...On a sidenote i have a 9:00, 10:00, and 11:00 class....I woke up obviously in a panic and so upset with myself. In the meantime i had to keep going and literally roll out of bed and run! Its moments like this that i wish i could rewind and watch after ive had a little while to wind down! Anyways, the day started off on the wrong foot and the first half of the day just seemed to be one of those days where nothing goes right! On the way to my last class i called my dad and he offered some very uplifting words of encouargment and made my bad day seem so much better! He said he would be praying for me, and that was evident as the rest of the day unfolded. When i finished with my classes and went back to the room i sat down and began to have my quiet time. (Granted, i should have had one before i even left the dorm, but unfortunately this was not possible.) Anyway, I am currently doing Stepping Up by Beth Moore with some girls from church, and the words i read for the next hour slowly began to make me cry. What had seem to have been the worst day was now the best! It is so cool how God puts things, people and even specific words that minister to your heart at just the right time.I cannot even begin to express just how good the Lord has been to me since i have been at Troy. He truly is an awesome God and he continues to captivate my heart more and more each day!!

A little bit of Bid day!!

2008-08-31T20:42:00.001-07:00

As I said earlier I moved to troy the first of august, where I went through recruitment and decided to pledge Chi Omega!! I have met the most amazing girls and I cannot wait to see all the Lord has in store for me these next four years in college!! Here are just some fun pictures to recap the day!!

"And His mercies are new EVERYDAY!"

2008-08-29T11:08:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my blog! This whole blogging thing is new to me but i've wanted one for awhile and now here it is...I just left for college about three weeks ago and I have officially started my first semester at Troy University!! I am also a Chi Omega and LOVE IT!!! The past three weeks have been so much fun and the Lord has blessed me with so many great people in such a short amount of time! I had never planned to go to Troy but the last couple months of my senior year I really felt the Lord leading me to Troy. I still am not 100% sure as to why he has placed me here but i know now it is definetly his will! To begin with, the first night of being in troy I met the three most amazing Godly girls who are full of life and all want to pursue sometime of career in a foreign country! (How cool is that?!)...My roomate Janie is also a precious young godly woman and I feel so blessed to have her as my roomie!..One of the biggest hesistants I had coming to troy was finding a good campus ministry. As many of you know my walk with the Lord is the most important thing in my life and I want to grow closer to him these next fours years than I ever have before. I had never really heard many things about the ministries here but figured i would give them a trial run. This past wednesday i atteneded 8:29 (It really does start then) and i absolutely fell in love! The Lord is so faithful and his calling for my life is being revealed more and more each day! Right now i feel a huge tugging towards worship ministry. I love to sing and wonder what could possibly be better than having the chance to lead many to the throne of God EVERY WEEK?! So this is one of the things God did in my life this week...I am enrolled in a private voice class at Troy and have been so excited to get started. Well the first class was cancelled due to the weather and i had the chance to go meet my professor the other night. When i walked in the room it was a beautiful young women who had taught me voice my senior year of highschool!!!! I was so thrilled to see her and could not believe my eyes, the Lord is SO faithful to those who seek him and his mercies and grace are new EVERY single day!

I'm going to try and attach some pictures of our dorm room below..hope it works!!

Hannah